= emeng - your worst nightmare >:] =

Yes, it would be my initial of my funny name plus my family name;
but no, I would never pick the initial of *just* one of my names.

Actually no, I would -- if it were ymeng, and if it were followed
by a 12 (and *not* that funny number).  I liked that name and
that's precisely the problem.  You get attached to something,
and when it gets taken away, you feel helpless.

Right.
Come to think of it, I'd rather just be a nightmare.
That way, the day when it gets taken away, I will never look
back with poignance and reminiscence...
After all, it's just a bad dream; and everything will be fine
again when it's all over....

        +=================================================+
        |      `` amid your dreams so sad and broken      |
        |     let me take you back to whence you came     |
        |    just hold my hand and you'll be just fine    |
	|                                                 |
        |                    (ohhh....)                   |
	|                                                 |
        |     please don't forget me...    ^__^           |
        |         don't forget me...       (vv)-.__  %    |
        |       don't forget ..... ''      (__)    \/     |
	|                  [[ song ]]      _,(______)     |
        +=================================================+

  [ Oh, and I guess you were expecting a CS algorithm page huh?
    Well just because I don't care about this place doesn't mean
    I am going to let them put careless things under *my* name! ]