closet username or email password remember me off the closet recent posts about otc contact us recent posts about otc contact us share a secret share a diary share a confession off the closet let it out anonymous posting anonymously let it go live life break free move on release share your secrets share your diaries what s in your closet share your diaries secrets or confessions . the majority of people either don t have the right support group near them or are reluctant to express their inner and deep thoughts to those around them . off the closet offers a ventilation system to those looking to express how they feel on occasional or daily basis . confession of errors is like a broom which sweeps away the first and leaves the surface brighter and clearer mahatma gandhi latest posts wtf is up with this chines invasion up in here ssss read more been in my head for 2 days now i m bulletproof nothing to lose fire away fire away ricochet you take your aim fire away fire away you shoot me down but i won t fall i am titanium read more worst doc what a nice doc and what a bitchy front desk . freaking turn from nice to plain shit when it comes to money . i told her she told me before it was less and her attitude turned dramatically . fake bitch read more story of my life sleep shit eat read more dentist checklist 1 floss 2 brush teeth 3 pop them pimples 4 pluck facial hair especial around the lips 5 wear a booby cover up shirt so you dont distract him 6 shower read more dusty man at the station this man at the gas station his zipper was open and it was out and at first i was like wtf is that then i had tears in my eyes and it wasn t cus i was sad . it was cus i was loosing vision lol read more time flies when you have no life so i was just asked what i accomplished today and i thought i literally only cleaned my room and did some dishes i didn t even feed my cat . i can t even think of what else i did today oh i ate read more my last nerve can we just make a state for all the people who can t drive serious considerations read more 226 lb dear anonymous i know i am over weight . i don t want to complain that the world is a cruel judging place . i know i am not healthy . but we all have our unhealthy habits . whether it is smoking drinking random sex or in my case eating . i stress eat at least it started out read more new day i woke up this morning still in my bed and the air coming from the window is so beautiful . it gave me tingles . it s the perfect temperature . i smile it s going to be a good day because the air is amazing . read more search by keyword categoriescategories select category diaries secrets & confessions wtf is up with this chines invasion up in here ssss been in my head for 2 days now i m bulletproof nothing to lose fire away fire away ricochet you take your aim fire away fire away you shoot me down but i won t fall i am titanium worst doc what a nice doc and what a bitchy front desk . freaking turn from nice to plain shit when it comes to money . i told her she told me before it was less and her attitude turned dramatically . fake bitch story of my life sleep shit eat dentist checklist 1 floss 2 brush teeth 3 pop them pimples 4 pluck facial hair especial around the lips 5 wear a booby cover up shirt so you dont distract him 6 shower dusty man at the station this man at the gas station his zipper was open and it was out and at first i was like wtf is that then i had tears in my eyes and it wasn t cus i was sad . it was cus i was loosing vision lol time flies when you have no life so i was just asked what i accomplished today and i thought i literally only cleaned my room and did some dishes i didn t even feed my cat . i can t even think of what else i did today oh i ate my last nerve can we just make a state for all the people who can t drive serious considerations 226 lb dear anonymous i know i am over weight . i don t want to complain that the world is a cruel judging place . i know i am not healthy . but we all have our unhealthy habits . whether it is smoking drinking random sex or in my case eating . i stress eat at least it started out that way . now i am hungry all the time . and that s not even the worst part . it s when i decide i would want to change that habit and start excising that people decide they want to make fun of you . because a fat girl wearing sports clothing running down the street is hilarious . so what the heck do you want from me how am i going to be healthier or loose any weight and get in shape you will make fun of me whether i stay fat and call me lazy or if i actually take a step to exercise . at this point i don t want to get out of the house . i would rather rotten at my house new day i woke up this morning still in my bed and the air coming from the window is so beautiful . it gave me tingles . it s the perfect temperature . i smile it s going to be a good day because the air is amazing . lonely my bed is so empty without you . i m cold every night and i m shivery every morning . i want you back in my life i miss your warmth i miss hearting your heart beats as i fall asleep . i miss your smile i miss your hugs in bed and love making in the morning . why is it that i am here misrable and you seem okay . i mean do you miss me do you think about me at all why didn t you call i call you i think about you all the time . this is not fair . my best friend i am so attracted to my best friend she s so hot and smart i don t know what to do with my current relationship . my girlfriend is cute and funny and we ve been together for 6 years and i love her i really do . i can t imagine my life without her but that woman is fucking sexy her tits are perfect for me and her ass is a size i can take on lol . all jokes aside this is annoying the hell out of me . worthless diary i am worthless . i want to be worth something . i want to be active and healthy and have a good relationship and a great career . is that too much to ask what is stopping me from reaching those goals what is stopping me from being happy . other than my own self . . my neighbors dog i love animals but i want to shoot that dog roommate from hell dear diaries my roommates are annoying the hell out of me . i have been sleeping 18 hours a day because i can t get a 5 hour straight sleep . i got nothing done and still can t get shit done . one sleeps like a bear and cant hear anything and sleeps from 8am to 5am and the other sleeps at midnight and wakes up late . whenever each one of them is awake yelling and laughing and loud tv and door bell ringing is constant . when the hell am i going to sleep i cant sleep early because that bitch is up making noises all night and i cant wake up late because the other roommate does the same damn thing in the morning . i hate that i cant afford to live on my own in peace . they wont shut up . i hate how money controls even the simplest pleasure sleep . hope others are having better nights than i am . maze hunter just watched the maze hunter this shit makes no sense can someone please explain this to me i thought i figured it out until the last three minutes of the damn movie . sleeplessness again can t sleep like since the last three days this is killing me homeless i am going to be homeless soon . i don t know what to feel . i want to give up . . spiders i always feel like i have spiders crawling up my chest . it s killing me slowly but it feels good to share it aaaaahhhh my god i just want that feeling to go awaayy during lecture i m in the middle of a lecture and my professor is a dumass . everyone s screwed if he s going to keep teaching his material like that . this man doesn t know what he s talking about . at all my boss my boss is crazy hot i wan na sleep with him sooooooooooooooo bad i am not gold digger or anything it s not like its for a promotion or anything i am sooo attracted to him i hate my school i hate being bullied i don t wana go there . hate people ughh what a day i don t wan na get off my bed so many things to do i just want to sleep it off dear diary ; i hate that i am so dependent on my boyfriend financially . if it wasn t for him i just might be homeless . i just can t stand him anymore he s abusive and a total asshole . i just wana be free i wana be able to live alone and be independent how much more can i take . when is the last straw little things that piss me off my cat is driving me nuts i just want to get rid of her without feeling so guilty . fucking cat why does she do that my girlfriend s been acting weird lately . she looses it on me for no reason . i ve been doing what i ve been doing for years and all the sudden some of that bothers the heck out of her i think she might be cheating on me at least that s what happened to my friend . women suck yes love smells you meet some asshole dressed like an angel he proposes to you you have and then he s not interested then he cheats now he realizes he s not interested screw you don t open up to anyone what s worse than opening up to someone and then they judge you f my bipolar today i finally realized i officially have a problem . ive always been told by some of the people i ended up being close to at one point or another that i snap or have some serious mood swings or even specifically called bipolar once or twice . it wasn t until my mum finally said it today . she was my last hope i guess