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the wide open door my conversation with god in the operating room
the wide open door my conversation with god in the operating room is an inspirational memoir by dr. neeraj bhushan a practicing physician in reston virginia . when dr. bhushan entered the hospital as a patient for knee surgery he was seized by a panic attack that inspired the most desperate prayer of his life as he lay on the operating table . as he begged god to help him he heard a voice of comfort reassurance and love that led to his total surrender to his fate no matter what might be in store for him . br the moment dr. bhushan awoke after the surgery he knew something strange and wonderful had happened . the love hed felt pouring into him on the operating table continued to bubble in his consciousness even as he struggled to understand the miracle of that voice . had he really spoken to god why had god chosen to speak to him as a doctor he knew the joint should be inflamed and sore after the trauma of having three holes drilled in his knee . but when he rose from his hospital bed a few hours later he felt no pain . none . he could walk without crutches . why didnt his knee hurt as soon as he returned home he unwrapped the bandage to make sure hed really had an operation . br dr. bhushans journey of physical emotional and spiritual healing continued from that day forward . he never took any drugs the recovery was painless and the healing was complete . in gratitude for the extraordinary gift he received he shares his story with everyone . the love of god has filled his heart and the more he gives that love to others the more joy he receives .