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growing up dead the hallucinated confessions of a teenage deadhead
told against the backdrop of the american landscape of the late 80s to the mid 90s growing up dead is the story of peter connerss journey from straight laced suburban kid to touring deadhead . peter discovered the grateful dead in 1985 at the age of 15 through friends who exchanged bootleg tapes of live grateful dead concerts . a teenager living in the suburbs of rochester new york he became exposed to an entirely new way of life and friends who were enjoying more freedom and less parental guidance . at the age of 16 he attended his first grateful dead concert on june 30 1987 he was hooked . between 1987 and 1995 conners would attend dead shows all over the united states . he traveled with a makeshift family of other deadheads in a volkswagen camper selling drugs and whatever else would provide gas money to the next concert . his hair was a wild unkempt bush and baths were infrequent . in short he had progressed from suburban kid to grateful dead fan to full blown deadhead . chronicling this progression which culminates with the 1995 death of jerry garcia conners reveals the truth behind deadhead culture and history . the result is a riveting insight into the obsessive fandom that made the grateful dead the most successful touring band of all time as well as a cultural phenomenon .