Re: Love and faithfulness: still reflecting

["Toan" <toan@usa.net>]

Cha`o ba'c Hie^`n,

La^u kho^ng tha^'y ho^`ng qua^n phe ba'c ra tra^.n ma` cu~ng kho^ng da'm
re'o so+. ba'c bi. ba^.n.(ba'c thu+? ho?i ca'c ho^`ng qua^n xem Binh Pha'p
Ma`u Ho^`ng (2.IX.97) nhu+ the^' na`o--mi`nh to` mo` muo^'n bie^'t).

Ta co' ca^u:

Ye^u ai mo.i su+. cha(?ng ne^`
Du` tra(m cho^~ le^.ch cu~ng ke^ cho ba(`ng

Mi`nh tha^'y y' dda^y no'i ro~ ca'i ti`nh thu+o+ng va` su+. ro^.ng lu+o+.ng
be^n trong ti`nh ye^u, va` the^m va`o la` vie^.c la`m. ...thi` pha?i ke^
cho dde^'n khi ba(`ng ddo' (hi`nh nhu+ nga`y nay dde^? vie^.c ke^ cho ca'c
nha` gia?i pha^?u tha^?m mi~ thi` pha?i).

Co`n ve^` ca'ch bie^.t thi` trong A(ng-le^ co' ca^u:

Distance makes the heart grow fonder.

hay ca^u

Distance enhances the view.

A'p du.ng va`o ca'c khia' ca.nh dda da.ng cu?a ti`nh ye^u dde^`u ddu'ng,
nhu+ng .... chu+a ddu?. 

Ne^'u no'i ve^`chung thu?y thi` kho^ng pha?i la` va^'n dde^` dda^u. Nhu+ng
ke.t mo^.t no^~i la` ti`nh ye^u va` su+. so^'ng + cuo^.c ddo+`i la` mo^.t
ba`i toa'n ti? le^. loa.n!

Du` co' chung thu?y vo+'i nhau cu~ng ca^`n mo^.t qua' tri`nh hie^?u nhau
trong thu+.c te^' mo+'i go.i ddu+o+.c la` tro.n ve.n.

Nga`y xu+a mi`nh .......cu~ng.....thi` ye^u ddo'. Mi`nh ye^u mo^.t ta^'m
tranh o+? xa. 
Tho+ tu+` nga`y hai, ba bu+~a co`n ho+n co+m nu+o+'c nu+~a la`.  Tho+`i
ddo' la`m gi` co' e-mail cho nha` nghe`o a'o ra'ch vai nhu+ mi`nh ma` go~
(na`ng thi` co' dda^'y, nhu+ng mi`nh thi` kho^ng). Ro^`i nga`y qua nga`y
mi`nh ye^u luo^n ne't chu+~ va` ma^'y ca'i cha^'m cha^'m cha^'m ti' ti` ti'
ti. teo ro~ la` cha^'m ma` sao ho^`i ddo' mi`nh ddo.c tra`n dda^`y y'
nghi~a.

Nhie^`u lu'c nhi`n tha^'y ta^'m tranh cu+o+`i vo+'i mi`nh, nhie^`u lu'c
no'i chuye^.n va` trao ddo^?i vo+'i mi`nh. nhie^`u lu'c tra^`m tu+, ye^n
a(.ng chu choa o+i sao ma` trie^`u me^'n qua' chu+`ng.... Mi`nh tha^'y
ta^'m tranh tha^.t tuye^.t ha?o, tha^.t de^~ th......................ng.

Ro^`i thi` ta^'m tranh bu+o+'c va`o ddo+`i so^'ng thu+.c te^',  

.......va` Na`ng Thi. ma~i che^'t ddi theo co^? ti'ch ba.n a (tra'i thi.
ro+'t hu.t  xuo^'ng dda^'t, be^? he^'t).

Mo^.t bu+~a a(n na^'u thi` bi. che^ la^u va` to^'n ke'm, mo^.t chu+~du`ng
kho^ng ho+.p y' thi` mo^.t nga`y cu+' pha?i mo^.t mi`nh ta^m su+. vo+'i
bu+'c tu+o+`ng.  Nha.c thi` a^m thanh o^`n qua' mi`nh kho^ng chi.u
ddu+o+.c. discotheque thi` mi`nh kho^ng bie^'t nhu'n vo+'i nha?y va` kho^ng
thi'ch bo'ng to^'i u mo+`, a?o a?o trong nhu+~ng la`n kho'i va` tie^'ng
nha.c a^`m i~ do^`n da^.p dda^`y a^?n so^'.

Mi`nh thi'ch ban nga`y, tro+`i na('ng, va` kho^ng khi'.

Bao nhie^u ne't pha't hoa. cho^n be^n du+o+'i ta^'m tranh tuye^.t ha?o,
tuye^.t ta'c kia mi`nh co' bao gio+` ddu+o+.c bie^'t dde^'n... va` mi`nh
ma~i nhi`n thi` ta^'m hi`nh cu~ng co' bao gio+` bie^'t ddu+o+.c sau lu+ng
mi`nh  cu~ng co'.....se.o.


A^'y, ta^'m tranh va` cha`ng mo^.ng nhi`n nhau chung thu?y bao na(m, kho^ng
the^? no'i co' ddie^?m na`o la` kho^ng chung thu?y ddu+o+.c...


Dde^? ro^`i...de^? ma~i....

Nhu+~ng ta^'m tranh va` nhu+~ng con ngu+o+`i luo^n ca'ch bie^.t.

O^i, ddo^i ma('t mi`nh ho+i mo+`, nhu+ng hi`nh nhu+ kho^ng co' ta^'m tranh
tru+o+'c ma('t ma` chi? la` ca'i ma`n a?nh ma'y va` ma^'y ha`ng chu+`
dda^`y nhu+`ng da^'u cha^'m...ma` chi? la` nhu+~ng da^'u cha^'m cha^'m ma`
tho^i....


Nhi`n la^u mo+'i tha^'u: 

Hu+~u duye^n thie^n ly' na(ng tu+o+ng ngo^.
Vo^ duye^n ddo^'i die^.n ba^'t tu+o+ng ddo^`ng..

No'i la` va^.y, chu+' kho^ng la` va^.y...ma` cu~ng va^.y...va^.y cho ne^n
cu+' ye^.............u.

.........


Chu'c ca'c ba'c sa`nh nghe^` cho.n tranh.


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