[TTC] Ti`nh No^?i Sao que^n

[Huynh Ngoc Chau <huynhnc@sbu.ac.uk>]

TTC 4/97
Nu. Cu*o*`i va(n nghe^.

Ti`nh no^?i la`m sao que^n
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Than`nh tha^.t ma` no'i, to^i la` ngu*o*`i co^ ddo*n. Vi` cha(?ng ai ye^u
to^i, ne^n thi` gio*` ra?nh ro^~i to^i dde^`u chun va`o ra.p xine^ thay vi`
dung da(ng dung de? vo*'i ngu*o*`i ti`nh. Do va^.y to^i dda~ co' ma(.t ta.i
ra.p X. chie^'u phim no^?i tu*` sa'ng so*'m.

Ho^m nay la` nga`y chie^'u phim no^?i. La^`n dda^`u trong ddo*`i ddu*o*.c
xem phim "no^?i", to^i tha^'y ha'o hu*'c ky` la.. Cha(?ng kha'c gi` la^`n
dda^`u ddi cho*i vo*'i ngu*o*`i ye^u. Nghe dda^u nhu*~ng hi`nh a?nh trong
phim se~ vo^` va`o ma(.t mi`nh, to^i ca^?n tha^.n ddo^.i the^m no'n, ma(.c
the^m a'o gio'. Dde^? la`m gi` to^i cu~ng cha(?ng hie^?u nu*~a, nhu*ng
du*o*`ng nhu* la`m nhu* the^', mi`nh ca?m tha^'y an ta^m ho*n. Tha(`ng Ti'
su'n dda^`u he?m xa.o ke vo*'i to^i ra(`ng, bu*~a tru*o*'c ca'i xe ho*i
trong phim vo.t ra u?i tru'ng mo? no' xu*ng chu` vu`. Tuy kho^ng tin, song
ca?nh gia'c va^~n la` ca^`n thie^'t.

Ca'i ghe^' to^i ngo^`i na(`m be^n ca'nh tra'i. Phi'a du*o*'i cha^n to^i co'
nu*o*'c, cha(?ng hie^?u nu*o*'c gi`. To^i ca^?n tha^.n co gio` le^n cho
cha('c, kho^ng que^n xo? de'p theo le^n. Kinh nghie^.m cho tha^'y : bo? ra
la` ma^'t. Co`n 15 phu't nu*~a mo*'i chie^'u, to^i va^~n vo* nga('m ca'i
ma`n hi`nh ma`u ho*i nga` nga`, nhu? tha^`m cha('c tuo^?i no' cu~ng co*~
=85bo^'n mu*o*i. Hai ha`ng ghe^' tru*o*'c to^i co' hai ca'i dda^`u nho^ le^n
kha' cao, la`m to^i bu*.c mi`nh. Mo^.t dda^`u nam, mo^.t dda^`u nu*~. To^i
ddeo ki'nh le^n, xem thu*? hai ca'i dda^`u ddo' co' no^?i le^n kho^ng.
Cha(?ng tha^'y gi` ca?.

Ro^`i, to*'i gio*` chie^'u ro^`i. Mo.i ngu*o*`i ngo^`i ngay nga('n la.i.
Te` te te` te=85Nha.c hie^.u ha~ng phim xua^'t hie^.n, phu't da.o dda^`u
hi`nh a?nh loa.n xa., ma('t ho*i xo't xo't. Na(m phu't, ro^`i mu*o*`i
phu't, nhi.p phim dda~ cha^.m chu*a ddu?, ca'i chi'nh la` phim va^~n chu*a
"no^?i". To^i mi~m cu*o*`i  kie^n nha^~n cho*` ddo*.i. Nghe co' se^'p lo*'n
o*? Fafilm khuye^n ba` con ne^n kie^n nha^~n cho*` hi`nh "no^?i" le^n, ne^n
to^i an ta^m ho*n. Hai ca'i dda^`u tru*o*'c ma(.t dda~ hu.p xuo^'ng tu*.
na~y gio*`, cha('c ca(.p ddo' muo^'n ti`m ca'i gi` ddo' =85no^?i ho*n. Nu*~a
gio*` sau, to^i ca.n da^`n kie^n nha^~n, be`n ddu*'ng da^.y. Cha? the^'
na`o co' ddu*o*.c ca'i ca?m gia'c he't toa'ng le^n khi xe ho*i, ma'y bay,
ta`u bo` vo^` va`o ma(.t mi`nh. Hay la` ta.i mi`nh ngo^`i =85..ca'nh tra'i ?
Lie^'c ma('t tha^'y be^n kia co`n cho^? tro^'ng, to^i lie^`n la.ng qua
ca'nh pha?i. Cuo^'i cu`ng, to^i chu*?i the^` ti`m ddu*o*.c ddu*o*`ng va`o
trung lo^. May qua', o*? ddo' vu*`a co' mo^.t kha'n gia? co^ ddo*n bo? ra
ve^` nu*~a chu*`ng. Ddeo ca(.p ki'nh tre^n tra(m nga`n kho^ng quen, tha^'y
ma('t nhu*ng nhu*'c.</P>
Ngo^`i ca.nh to^i la` mo^.t mu`i hu*o*ng thoang thoa?ng. Vi` nhu't nha't,
to^i ngo^`i im nhu* tho'c. Co' le~ gio*` na`y na`ng la` va^.t the^? "no^?i"
nha^'t. Hi`nh nhu* ghe^' na`ng co' re^.p hay sao ma` na`ng cu*' nhi'ch qua
ro^`i nhi'ch la.i. To^i kie^n nha^~n chi.u he^'t no^?i. Kho' chi.u la('m
ro^`i ddo' nhe ! To^i no'i khe khe~. Bo^~ng na`ng tha'o ca(.p ki'nh ra
lie^'c nhi`n to^i cho*'p ma('t nhie^`u ca'i. Tro*`i o*i, ti'n hie^.u xanh
dda^y ro^`i ?Nhu*ng chu*a ki.p co' pha?n u*'ng thi` na`ng dda~ ddeo ki'nh
le^n, xem phim tie^'p. Va` la.i ddie^.p khu'c cu~ : nhi'ch qua, nhi'ch
la.i. Na(m phu't sau, na`ng tha'o ki'nh ra ddu*a tay du.i ma('t. Tha^'y
to^i nhi`n, na`ng no'i : "Coi bo^. o^ng na`o ddeo ki'nh na^`y tru*o*'c
dda^y bi. ddo? ma('t qua', anh ngu*'a kho^ng ?". To^i la('c dda^`u dda'p :
"Kho^ng, to^i chi? ho*i xoa`ng dda^`u". "Va^.y la` cha na`o ddeo ki'nh
tru*o*'c anh bi. bi.nh ta^m tha^`n ro^`i ddo' ".

Buo^?i xem phim tan. Na`ng bie^'n ddi ra^'t le. . To^I ve^` la.i vo*'i
nhi.p so^'ng bi`nh thu*o*`ng, kho^ng cho*`, kho^ng ddo*.i. Nhu*ng tua^`n
sau ddo', khi ma('t to^i ddo? le^n tha^.t su*., to^i dda~ ga(.p na`ng o*?
bi.nh vie^.n Ddie^.n Bie^n Phu?. Khi na`ng go*~ ki'nh dden ra, to^i mo*'i
tha^'y ma('t na`ng do? lu*` nhu* da^n nha^.u. The^' la` quen nhau. Hai
tua^`n sau ddo' la`nh ma('t, to^i da('t na`ng ddi a(n kem 31 mu`i. La^`n
dda^`u tie^n trong ddo*`i, to^i ddi co' gio^'ng ca'i be^n ca.nh. Ho*i xao
xuye^'n, to^i ba?o khe~ : "Nho*` phim no^?i ca? dda^'y em=85

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Tha^n,



Chau