[Tin VN] Si~ phu Ba('c ha`

[proxy098@hotmail.com]

Si~ phu Ba('c ha`

THANH THA?O

Tho+`i xu+a, cu+' nha('c dde^'n te^n Nguye^~n Bi?nh Khie^m, Nguye^~n
Tra~i, Chu Va(n An, Cao Ba' Qua't... ro^`i no'i: "Si~ phu Ba('c ha` dda^'y
!". The^' la` xong, ddo^' ai da'm ca~i. Nhu+ng tho+`i nay ? Ke^? tu+` khi
cu. Tu' Xu+o+ng nhe^'ch me'p: "Si~ khi' ru.t re` ga` pha?i ca'o - Va(n
chu+o+ng lie^`u li~nh dda^'m a(n xo^i" thi` coi bo^. ngu+o+`i ta pha?i
uo^'n lu+o+~i ba?y la^`n tru+o+'c khi da'm nha^.n mi`nh la` si~ phu Ba('c
ha`.
Tho+`i na`o cu~ng co' ca'i kho' cu?a no', nhu+ng co' le~, la`m ke? si~
tho+`i nay kho' ho+n, nha^'t la` dde^? ddu+o+.c tie^'ng "ke? si~ Ba('c
ha`", mo^.t tie^'ng tho+m "cu~ng the^? hoa nha`i", mo^.t khi' cha^'t nhu+
nu+o+'c, mo^.t ca'ch so^'ng, ca'ch u+'ng xu+? ma` no'i theo ngo^n ngu+~
qua?ng ca'o hie^.n dda.i la` "ga(.p mo^.t la^`n, nho+' ma~i - ga(.p
nhie^`u la^`n, kho' que^n". DDe^? ddu+o+.c danh tho+m la` ke? si~ Ba('c
ha`, ngoa`i vie^.c dda.t ddu+o+.c ma^'y tie^u chua^?n cu?a cu. Kho^?ng:
"phu' qui' ba^'t na(ng da^m, ba^`n tie^.n ba^'t na(ng di, uy vu~ ba^'t
na(ng khua^'t", ma` theo to^i, nga`y nay dda.t ddu+o+.c mo^.t trong ba
tie^u chua^?n a^'y la` ddu?... mu+o+'t mo^` ho^i, ddu? xu+'ng danh ke? si~
la('m ro^`i. Va^.y ma` chu+a he^'t, dde^? xu+'ng danh ke? si~ co`n pha?i
co' lo`ng nha^n a'i, ddu+'c kie^n nha^~n, va` ca? kha? na(ng... ha`i
hu+o+'c nu+~a. Nhu+~ng "ke? si~ vi~ dda.i" nhu+ Nguye^~n Bi?nh Khie^m,
Nguye^~n Tra~i, ma(.c du` ca'c cu. dda~ dda.t to+'i ta^'t ca? nhu+~ng
ddu+'c ti'nh cao qui' nha^'t cu?a ke? si~, ta la.i va^~n nhu+ tha^'y ca'i
nu. cu+o+`i thu+o+`ng nha^.t cu?a ca'c cu., ca'i nu. cu+o+`i hu+o+'ng
no^.i, tu+. cu+o+`i mi`nh, tu+. tra`o mo^.t ca'ch tha`nh tha^.t, vu+`a
ho'm hi?nh vu+`a chua cay.
Tu+. cu+o+`i mi`nh, theo to^i, la` mo^.t ne't dda(.c sa('c cu?a si~ phu
Ba('c ha`. Ca'i nu. cu+o+`i tu+. tra`o ddo', la` bie^?u hie^.n cho mo^.t
nha^n ca'ch cao, mo^.t su+. minh trie^'t, va` cho ca? tha'i ddo^. kho^ng
khoan nhu+o+.ng. Bo+?i, o+? ddo+`i, ngu+o+`i ta de^~ khoan nhu+o+.ng, de^~
tho?a ma~n vo+'i ba?n tha^n mi`nh.
To^i co' anh ba.n, ddo^`ng hu+o+ng vo+'i vua Hu`ng, mo^.t ngu+o+`i tha^.t
nghie^m tu'c, tha^.t khoan ha^.u, ra^'t tha^.t tha`, tu+o+?ng nhu+ anh
kho^ng he^` bie^'t ddu`a. a^'y va^.y ma` dda~ nhie^`u la^`n, to^i nha^.n
ra nhu+~ng nu. cu+o+`i tu+. tra`o cu?a anh, no' nhe. nha`ng nhu+ la`n gio'
so+'m, va` cu~ng tho+m sa.ch nhu+ gio' so+'m. "To^i lo^.m co^.m la('m o^ng
a.", co' la^`n anh no'i vo+'i to^i va^.y. Va` anh cu+o+`i. "DDu'ng, o^ng
na`y mo+'i la` ke? si~ Ba('c ha`", to^i tu+. nghi~. Qua? to^i dda~ kho^ng
nha^`m. Bo+?i co' la^`n, anh, mo^.t ngu+o+`i hie^`n la`nh nhu+ the^', nhe.
nha`ng nhu+ the^', dda~ dda^.p ba`n qua't va`o ma(.t mo^.t "dda^'ng" thu?
tru+o+?ng cu?a mi`nh, khi vi. na`y no'i nhu+~ng ddie^`u sai tra'i va` xu'c
pha.m. "Ne^'u kho^ng co' nu. cu+o+`i tu+. tra`o ddo' thi` la`m sao co'
ca'i dda^.p ba`n ba^'t na(ng khua^'t ddo' !" - to^i la.i nghi~.
Nga`y xu+a, cu. Chu Va(n An da^ng so+' ddo`i che'm mo^.t lu'c ba?y gian
tha^`n, co`n cu. Nguye^~n Bi?nh Khie^m thi` la.i ddo`i che'm dde^'n... 18
ga~ ni.nh gian. DDo' la` nhu+~ng tie^'ng se't giu+~a tro+`i quang ma^y
ta.nh, du` cha(?ng bao gio+` vua nhe. da. nghe theo lo+`i ca'c cu., bo+?i
che'm he^'t ni.nh tha^`n thi` co`n ai ni.nh mi`nh nu+~a, buo^`n che^'t.
Da'm xa? tha^n vi` cha^n ly', da'm he^'t mi`nh ba?o ve^. le~ pha?i, a^'y
la` dda.o nghi~a cu?a ngu+o+`i tri' thu+'c, cu?a ke? si~. Vo+'i ho., ca'i
le~ ha`nh va` ta`ng luo^n ca(.p ddo^i nhu+ du+o+ng va` a^m trong mo^.t
ba?n the^?. Trong ha`nh co' ta`ng va` trong ta`ng dda~ a^?n nghi~a ha`nh.
Si~ phu Ba('c ha`, ho+n ai he^'t, tho^ng hie^?u ca'i le~ ddo', co' ddie^`u
theo to^i, ca`ng nga`y ho. ca`ng nghie^ng ve^` ta`ng ho+n, du` ca'i ta`ng
cu?a ho. va^~n la^'p la'nh a'nh thie^.n lu+o+ng, va^~n a^m tha^`m nhu+~ng
day du+'t.
o+? tho+`i dda.i tho^ng tin na`y, khi ma` ngo^`i qua'n Trung Ta^n cu?a cu.
Nguye^~n Bi?nh Khie^m hay go^'i dda^`u tre^n dda' nu'i Co^n So+n cu?a cu.
Nguye^~n Tra~i va^~n co' the^? lie^n la.c vo+'i toa`n the^' gio+'i qua
ma.ng vie^~n tho^ng, qua ddie^.n thoa.i di ddo^.ng, qua xa lo^.
internet... thi` su+. o+? a^?n a^'y kho^ng co' nghi~a la` thie^'u tho^ng
tin. Tho^ng tin dduo^?i theo ta, truy ti`m ta o+? kha('p no+i, kha('p
cho^'n, buo^.c ta tu+`ng nga`y, tu+`ng gio+` pha?i ddo^'i ma(.t vo+'i
nhu+~ng va^'n dde^`, nhu+~ng va^'n na.n. Khi ma` "su+. im la(.ng cu~ng
mang mo^.t y' nghi~a, mo^.t lu+.a cho.n" nhu+ Camus dda~ no'i, thi` nha('c
dde^'n ke? si~ la` pha?i nha('c dde^'n tha'i ddo^. ke? si~, tra'ch nhie^.m
ke? si~ ddo^'i vo+'i nha^n da^n, vo+'i dda^'t nu+o+'c, vo+'i con ngu+o+`i,
va` gio+` dda^y la` vo+'i ca? toa`n nha^n loa.i.
Tu+` go'c ddo^. a^'y ma` nhi`n, thi` ke? si~ Ba('c ha` ba^y gio+`, hay ke?
si~ no'i chung ba^y gio+`, pha?i ga'nh tre^n vai mi`nh nhu+~ng ga'nh
na(.ng ho+n nhie^`u so vo+'i ca'c cu. si~ phu nga`y tru+o+'c, du` i't
ddu+o+.c no^?i tie^'ng ho+n, va` co' le~ chi.u nhie^`u nguy co+ ho+n.
Ma` sao la.i chi? co' ke? si~ Ba('c ha` ? Mo+'i ho^m na`o, chu'ng ta vu+`a
tie^~n ddu+a mo^.t trong nhu+~ng con ngu+o+`i cao dde.p nha^'t cu?a dda^'t
nu+o+'c ta - lua^.t su+ Nguye^~n Hu+~u Tho. - ve^` no+i an nghi? cuo^'i
cu`ng. Theo to^i, ddo' la` mo^.t ke? si~ cao ca? ma` to^i thu+.c lo`ng
ye^u thu+o+ng, ki'nh phu.c, du` chu+a ddu+o+.c ga(.p mo^.t la^`n. Lua^.t
su+ la` mo^.t ke? si~ Nam ha`, mo^.t ke? si~ VN, va` no'i chung, la` mo^.t
ke? si~.

-------------------==== Posted via Deja News ====-----------------------
      http://www.dejanews.com/     Search, Read, Post to Usenet