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Ne^'u la` ngu+o+`i (tie^'p theo)
Cha`o ca'c anh chi. ,
To^i ra^'t ddo^`ng y' vo+'i nhu+~ng ddie^`u anh P.Q.Tua^'n vie^'t ma` to^i
tri'ch la.i du+o+'i dda^y . To^i muo^'n vie^'t the^m va`i
ddie^?m trong dde^` mu.c na`y, vie^'t ro? the^m ddie^`u to^i muo^'n
no'i .
Nga`y cuo^'i tha'ng tu+ 1975 , o^ng Nguye^~n cao Ky` le^n radio tuye^n
bo^' se~ dda'nh nhau vo+'i VC cho to+'i cu`ng . Nha^'t ddi.nh
quye^'t tu+? . O^ng no'i hay la('m . Nga`y ho^m sau, o^ng va` vo+. con
o^ng xa'ch ha`nh ly' le^n ddu+o+`ng qua My~ .
Na(m 1965, ca'c la~nh tu. tranh dda^'u o+? Hue^' to^? chu+'c nho'm sinh
vie^n "Quye^'t Tu+?" . Ca? ma^'y tra(m thanh nie^n nhe. da. hu+o+?ng
u+'ng . Chu+a dda'nh dda~ cha.y, ca'c nga`i la~nh tu. cha.y tru+o+'c
dde^? dda`n em bo+ vo+ , ca'c nga`i bo? vo^ bu+ng
dde^? sau na`y mang su'ng ve^` vu+`a la`m quan to`a vu+`a la`m bo^`i tha^?m
xu+? a'n ba.n be` mi`nh trong Te^'t Ma^.u Tha^n .
Trong cuo^.c chie^'n tu+` 1954-1975 , dda^u pha?i chi? co' ngu+o+`i
sinh Ba('c tu+? Nam la` nghi~ mi`nh che^'t cho que^ hu+o+ng dda^u .
Nhu+~ng ngu+o+`i li'nh Co^.ng Ho`a ca^`m su'ng pho`ng thu? mie^`n Nam
cu~ng nghi~ ra(`ng ho. chie^'n dda^'u cho ngu+o+`i da^n cu?a
ho. . Nhu+~ng gio.t nu+o+'c ma('t mu+`ng ro+? khi " Ca'c anh Co^.ng
Ho`a " chie^'m la.i ddu+o+.c tha`nh pho^' Hue^' sau Te^'t Ma^.u Tha^n
kinh hoa`ng nhu+ Phan Nha^.t Nam dda~ vie^'t la.i la` nhu+~ng ddo'n
nha^.n tu+. ta^'m lo`ng cu?a ngu+o+`i da^n khi to? lo`ng bie^'t o+n vo+'i
ngu+o+`i ca^`m su'ng chie^'n dda^'u cho ho. \.
DDu+`ng no'i chi to+'i que^ hu+o+ng ma` tho^i . Cao ho+n ca? que^
hu+o+ng la` nu+o+'c tro+`i, nhu+~ng ngu+o+`i li'nh Ho^`i Gia'o la'i xe ca?m
tu+? va`o ca'c tra.i li'nh My~ o+? Lebanon hay o+? Saudi Arabia hay ca'c
ddu+o+`ng pho^' o+? Do Tha'i dde^`u
ddu+o+.c xem la` nhu+~ng "Tha'nh Tu+? Vi` DDa.o" . To^i cha('c ra(`ng
gia ddi`nh ho. ra^'t tu+. ha`o ve^` ho. . Ngu+o+`i ngoa.i dda.o
cha('c cha(''n nhi`n nhu+~ng ngu+o+`i na`y nhu+ ke? cuo^`ng ti'n.
Mo^.t ngu+o+`i dda~ hi sinh he^'t ddo+`i mi`nh dde^? to^? chu+'c ca'ch
ma.ng tru+o+'c khi che^'t tro^'i vo+'i con nhu+ sau "Con co' hie^?u vi`
sao la^u ro^`i bo^' kho^ng ve^` que^ kho^ng? - Bo^' nho+' la`ng xo'm
la('m. Nhu+ng bo^' xa^'u ho^?. Sau na`y con ve^`, nho+' no'i bo^' xin
lo^~i ba` con. Bo^' ddi la`m ca'ch ma.ng kho^ng pha?i dde^? mo.i
ngu+o+`i so^'ng nhu+ the^' na`y ... Mo^.t che^' ddo^. ha. nhu.c con
ngu+o+`i kho^ng pha?i la` che^' ddo^. nha^n da^n ta lu+.a cho.n"
\. (Lo+`i tro^'i cu?a o^ng Vu~ DDi`nh Huy`nh , trang 306 , cuo^'n "DDe^m
Giu+~a Ban Nga`y" )
Tu+o+'ng Patton, mo^.t danh tu+o+'ng My~ tho+`i de^. nhi. the^' chie^'n
no'i ca^u ba^'t hu? khi nha('n nhu? vo+'i qua^n o^ng "Let the S.O.B die for
his country. You all try to live." to^i ta.m di.ch la`
"DDe^? cho ma^'y tha(`ng ... ddo' che^'t cho que^ hu+o+ng tu.i no' ,
chu'ng ta pha?i ra'ng ma` so^'ng " Ca?m tu+? qua^n Nha^.t , phi co^ng
Quye^'t tu+? tha^`n phong can dda?m bie^'t bao ma` cuo^'i cu`ng pha?i
dda^`u ha`ng , cha('c vi` li'nh My~ so+. che^'t ?
To^i tha^'y ngu+o+`i Vie^.t ta dda(.t na(.ng va^'n dde^` hi
sinh to+'i ddo^. cu+.c ddoan. Ba`i Quo^'c Ca du`ng trong Nam tu+`
1954-75 co' ca^u "DDo^`ng lo`ng cu`ng ddi hi sinh tie^'c gi` tha^n
so^'ng...Thu` nu+o+'c la^'y ma'u dda`o ddem ba'o..." .
To^i tie^'c la` nhu+~ng ngu+o+`i co' ta`i la`m tho+ la`m va(n sao kho^ng
khuye^'n khi'ch cho ngu+o+`i kha'c ddem su+'c ra giu'p nu+o+'c , cu+'
xu'i du.c ngu+o+`i kha'c che^'t tha^.t la` la'o . Nhu+~ng ngu+o+`i
tre? tuo^?i vo+'i lo`ng nhie^.t tha`nh va` bo^`ng bo^.t co' the^? bi.
ngu+o+`i ta lo+.i du.ng hay tuye^n truye^`n . Rie^ng to^i kho^ng pha?i la`
nha` va(n nha` tho+ , lu'c ga(.p ca'c em ca'c cha'u o+? VN hay ddang du
ho.c nu+o+'c ngoa`i thi` to^i se~ khuye^n ca'c em, ca'c cha'u ra'ng ho.c
cho cha(m cho tha^.t gio?i, ddo^~ dda.t cao, ti`m co+ ho^.i ra
nu+o+'c ngoa`i ho.c the^m hoa(.c tu nghie^.p cho ddu? mo.i nga`nh dde^?
dda^'t nu+o+'c the^m ngu+o+`i ta`i , Tie^'n Si~, Ky~ Su+, Ba'c Si~ ...
nhie^`u nhu+ la' mu`a thu, vu+`a to^'t cho chi'nh mi`nh, vu+`a go'p
pha^`n phu.ng su+. que^ hu+o+ng, cho da^n gia`u nu+o+'c ma.nh , cho
ve~ vang da^n Vie^.t .
Phan Thanh La^m
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On Thu, 31 Jul 1997, Tuan Pham wrote:
>
> To^i tha^'y trong nh~ tranh lua^.n ga^`n dda^y co' 1 su+. hie^?u la^`m
> ra^'t lo+'n ra(`ng nh~ ng` tha^'y ba`i ddo' do+? tu+'c la` cho ra(`ng
> "kho^ng ne^n che^'t". To^i KHO^NG nghi~ nhu+ va^.y. Che^'t cho
> ly' tu+o+?ng, cho non so^ng, nhu+ Tra^`n Bi`nh Tro.ng, to^i tha^'y hay
> la('m chu+'!
>
> Nhu+ng la^'y vi' du. TBT, o^ng co' MUO^'N che^t kho^ng? To^i nghi~ la`
> kho^ng, vi` ne^'u khi ra tra^.n ma` o^ng muo^'n che^'t thi` o^ng se~
> tro+?
> tha`nh... ANH KHU`NG chu+' kho^ng pha?i la` ANH HU`NG! :) Tra'i la.i,
> o^ng muo^'n so^'ng, muo^'n tha('ng tra^.n, muo^'n la^.p co^ng. Ca'i ca^u
> "da ngu+.a bo.c tha^y" la` 1 ca'ch "no'i lo^'i tuo^`ng ta`u" dda~ lo^~i
> tho+`i
> ngay ca? tu+` tho+`i 1960.
>
> Mo^.t ngu+o+`i ham so^'ng, ye^u ddo+`i, ma` sa(~n sa`ng cha^'p nha^.n
> ca'i che^'t khi ca^`n, ng` ddo' mo+'i dda'ng phu.c, va` ca'i che^'t ddo'
> mo+'i
> dde.p va` ha`o hu`ng.
...
>
> Ddo' la` kho^ng no'i dde^'n su+. gia? do^'i cu?a 1 ng` ba?o ra(`ng
> "to^i muo^'n che^'t". Ai cu~ng thu+`a bie^'t la` o^ng ta kho^ng muo^'n
> che^'t, do ddo' no'i nhu+ va^.y chi? la` 1 ca'ch xu'i ng` kha'c che^'t.
>